and I realised it's been soooo long since I last talked to anyone on deviantart. I miss my online friends
Uni is keeping me pretty busy, I have days when I have classes for about 8 to 10 hours. And we have to go on saturday too from time to time. So yeah. Studying korean and japanese is awesome though. Hard work but pretty cool. Except for the tests we're getting this week.
I know very few people read my journals these days and I dont mind! I know everybody's busy with school and life in general.
I, for one, can't wait for the winter holidays! They're my favourite. Not only because I get to listen to christmas songs and I get to eat all this christmas-y food, but I'll also have the occasion to talk to everybody! On the internet I mean because in real life I'll probably only go home and see my family and a couple of old friends.
Let's not forget about halloween either! I'd love to FINALLY go to a halloween party this year. I don't have a costume but i'm sure I'll find something to wear. Now I just need a party...
What are you guys up to in october? I'm really interested in finding out so if you have the time and if you want to (of course) leave me a message, a comment, a note, anything!
On another note, I was planning on joining a couple more rp groups but i'm afraid i won't have the time. I'd love to make friends in the ones I'm already in since I never even got to rp with my characters yet! That makes me really unhappy to be honest. I love rp-ing, and I miss it. Thank God for the friends that still put up with me and are willing to rp with me from time to time. I love you, you're really nice to me!
Everybody's very nice to me, you guys deserve some gifts!
and i have no idea what's I'm talking about anymore, I think i might be too tired. But I'm not going to sleep today because I have some relatives visiting, they're bringing me a package from home.
It's been one month and almost two days since I moved on my own and life is great but not really. Let's just say it's ok. I learned how to cook, wash, iron, clean, all the things mom wouldn't let me do at home, now I have to do them by myself. I can't complain, my parents are making a lot of sacrifices in order to send me all the money I need. Not to mention that I'm actually having a good time taking care of myself. It's....different. The feeling you get when you go to the kitchen and make your own peanut butter sandwich and you eat it really late at night...I can't even describe it but I can assure you, it's amazing. It does get lonely. Very lonely actually. But I'm used to being on my own, I can cope with it one way or another
I didn't draw in a while and I miss it. I've been depressed like every single week this whole summer and up till now, everything just turns black and my will to do anything disappears. But I like to think that I'm fine. I'm smiling right now so there must be a reason
Anyway. If anybody reads this far, know that I love you. I always will and I hope you're having the time of your life, no matter what you're doing! Send me some notes, I'll definitely answer those! And to those I disappointed so many times before, I'm sorry. I am here for you even if I didn't answer my messages on time. If you do hate me, I'll understand
Take care and I'll see you soon! I'll post a journal every sunday from now on, I PROMISE!